.:wE gOt sOuL:. 40103:the best time of my life! =)
yoooHoOO! looks like i'll be the first to be done with pw! i finish on .. the 2nd! :) but then again, i am one of the few who still has chinese. eh WEWLCOME YUXUANNY! :) hmm i was hoping to have a little stayover at sentosa after just going there tonoight... its so nice! the sushi by the beach.. like OMG!! its so... romantic! and there are like tiny little surf shops... and the whole hut place is like made of wood and all that... exactly like those beach side surf shops in aussieland!
oh wells...
they found the little huang na girl... poor girl... sighs...okie okie everybody confirm with me when u r free! esp when AFTER the 17th of DECEMBER... yeah?
*yay*
heyz...at long last, de hols haf arrived! haha...although we still haf pw next wk, & some of us haf other papers sometime in nov, eg. chinese ao, jap ao for me, etc... but well, i guess itz still great to noe dat we wun hafta wake up early every day to go to sch for some pointless stuff! oh yeah, we must definitely haf a gathering sometime soon! i guess if we cant get a chalet, staying over at mingen's place would be a great idea! haha... can wreak havoc...in her rm, dat is... heheh.. yep, so it's time for mingen to train up her organisational abilities this time round! let's sit back & watch her do her thing! haha... =P
take care,
~celest~
i wont be late! anyway...MEET UP! i waz thinking.. book a chalet or something.. somewhere between the 5 and 10th nov... or if we cant get anywhere because its fully booked, u all could stay over at my house!crash and burn! no parents, no siblings around :) tell me soon.. and arrange a day to meet!
good luck with pw ya'll
and HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!
Yuhui's right :)
as everybody's darling Clay Aiken sang this classic:
When you're weary, feeling small
When tears are in your eyes,
I will dry them all
I'm on your side
When times get rough
And friends just can't be found
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down
When you're down and out
When you're on the street
When evening falls so hard
I will comfort you
I'll take your part
When darkness comes
And pain is all around
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down
Sail on silver girl
Sail on by
Your time has come to shine
All your dreams are on their way
See how they shine
When you need a friend
I'm sailing right behind
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will ease your mind
hi... as much as i would like to forget about this matter, i feel obliged to make clear my side of the story so that vanessa dont have to get accused for anything, just because she blogged, in an attempt to defend me. firstly, you said that i caused you to be distracted when you were playing a game, causing you to miss a stroke, that's why you were agitated. but i am
very very certain i called you only after you finished that last stroke, which you had missed... my friend was with me, and she told me to call you immediately when i saw you...but i told her i didnt want to, in case you got distracted. that's why i
specially waited till you finished your last game before calling out your name. this i am extremely sure. so i believe you shouldn't use that as an excuse to say "what de hell" out of a moment of irritation. and anyway, that game you were playing was not a serious game in the first place, so would missing a stroke be so serious that you had to react in such a way? do you dare say that you didnt react that way cause you were simply angry with me over the teachers' day incident, when it wasn't even my fault? why do you think i sms-ed you over the past month or so, after dat incident? it was because i wanted to check if you were still angry with us, and wanted to try to appease your anger. although you didnt reply to a single message, i just took it as you might have been too busy to reply or had forgotten to reply. i can cross my heart & swear to that. the reason i wanted to keep in contact with you was because i treasured the friendship and hoped that over time, you would forget about that incident and not feel as much anger about the whole incident. the whole purpose of going for nj's open house and to look for you at the squash courts was to say a friendly hi and i was hoping to have a nice chat with you or something...but things certainly didn't work out the way i wanted. after the squash courts incident, i smsed you and tried to explain things further, but you told me that you look down on us for accepting mingen's nonsense. i've the msg saved in my hp, so if you want evidence, i can definitely show you that. in another of your sms, you asked me why i was getting so worked up over this...let me tell you, i was feeling more hurt than anger. why do you think i would be so greatly affected by what you said if i didnt give a damn about you, as you had put it in your sms.
you wanted us to read our previous posts and reflect on what we have done... i have done so, and my truthful conclusion is still that i did want all our friendships to be everlasting, and i did make the effort to salvage the friendship. but well, it takes two hands to clap...any effort on my part would be in vain if you do not acknowledge it, and if you perceive it to be aimed in making you seem problematic, i dunno what else to say...
hey sock... i'm really glad you clarified stuff here, because now at least i get to understand whats going on. please, we have mentioned that none of us were ganging up against you, and nobody despises you... but it is naturally human nature to defend the one who shares with you don't you think, so without truly understanding why you said 'what the hell', that wouoldve been how itd appeared. so, id say sorry, especially if i said anything wrong in my previous entry, just that nothing was meant to hurt anyone whatsoever, if its so then i have lousy ways of writing to express myself.
yinyin is right that we should all just stay happy, but it is often through such incidences that we learn to understand each other better, and stuff like that that tests our friendship. i'll honestly say that i have, as in have appreciated our friendship, like you said, we shared really good times that i honestly won't forget--some of the best times of my life. if that punctuality problem was directed at me.. you could have been direct because its pretty obvious i do have that problem and i dont deny it =P im working on it.. and hey, i was the earliest to meet that morning okay!!!
sock, like you clarified the recent incident, i'd like to clarify what exactly happened on teachers day so i hope you'll understand... we were all in school, and i do distinctly remember telling you that we were unsure of how much longer we were going to spend in school, because we were waitig for people, for teachers... i did tell you that you could choose to either meet us in sch, or go to town to wait for us, and since u took a 174, you went to town first. what followed was a delay in sch, and a major, major misunderstanding...miscommunication. whatever it is, lets just heck about it, you may blame me for being irresponsible, i'll just take that, and we'll just laugh it off, not at the expense of you having had to wait in town for nothing, im really sorry, but like i said, it was a miscommunication...sighs.
can we just forget about this whole matter, and be the friends and laugh and go to chalets and what not.... because ultimately i'm sure we all value one another (even if we may not be the only friends we all have). so lets just end this here yeah... enough said about this matter.. forget it... no hard feelings ?
hey
nobody means to be against you, we have all been trying, but at times like these your temper and behaviour really gets the better of you. so please try to change, we'll accept it if you are trying.... you may hv blamed me for whatever happened almost 2 months ago now, i'm sorry if you are still angry, but it is important for you to acknowledge that it is not always everybody else's fault but yours, i'm not saying it wasn't completely my fault, let us not look back and dwell on the past. please do what's right and recognise who your true friends are, who cares for you, and who you've hurt, it will definitely mean alot if you apologise to her... and we will be your friends always, if you only want to make it a mutual friendship...
take care and God bless y all...
disappointment
didnt expect tt minor incident i heard of on tchrs' day to drag on till tdy!!!thot it's a joke initially.but no.it isnt.i'm not taking sides w anybody.looking at things in a rational manner.i really tink u shldnt haf displayed tt kind of attitude.not when she sincerely wanted to patch things up.we noe how hard she's tried n is trying.dun blame her for being exasperated.anyone wld be.she's tired.she's quitting.but she's not alone.pls stop living in disillusion.tt u're always right.e cold hard fact is u arent.i'm sorry.we've been giving in to u e past 2.5 yrs.u might b enjoying all dis attn.in a negative way ,however.i tink she's really fed up.she's agitated.yes she sounds like she is.n she has every reason to be.but fortunately for her,she has frens ard her to support her.she'll be ok:)but u.i dunno.i really dunno...anger's bottling up inside u.ready to explode any moment.it isnt healthy u noe.oh yesh n wat right do u haf to insult us?u despise us?i'm sorry but we dun need tt.we're glad tt we haf one another for company.tt's sth tt cant be measured in monetary terms.we luv ourselves.n r so proud of one another.so forget abt despising us.it's e last thing we need fr u.save it.nth can describe e disappointment i feel now.like hello?!everyone of us haf been tolerating these nonsense.yesh since day1.we've been hoping for a miracle to happen.to see a radical change in u.but no.but of cos we fervently hope tt u can reflect on ur actions.e wds u used haf hurt us deeply.but more seriously haf u considered e fact tt u've hurt urself more by using e hurtful wds on ppl who so dun deserve it.i really hope tt e situation wld improve.n tt e friendship can be salvaged.we noe tt u arent a bad person.juz tt u express ur feelings in a diff way.we'll be more than willing to accept u.provided tt u r willing to accept our suggestions.take care...dis isnt meant to put u down or anything...juz my two cents' worth.
i give up
friendship is a two-way affair...you give and take... if you're only waiting for others to give so that you can take, let me tell you, you are very selfish... please do not focus on venting your frustrations on others, do repent on your own mistakes. you should know who you are, please stop indulging in self-pity and think the whole world needs to beg you for your forgiveness... i did treasure your friendship, and did put in the effort to get you to join us again, but you turned me away and pissed the hell out of me. go ahead and take me for granted, i'm used to it. but i just hope you will stop being so self-centred and learn to appreciate the kindness from people who cared and still care about you.
well, the rest of you might not know what i'm talking about, but don't worry...it's just my way of venting my unhappiness...i personally feel this is better than saying stuff like "what the hell" in front of a crowd of people...
~celest~
heyz
hey... realised dat itz been real quiet here...i guess itz bcoz most pple r still hving their promos... hc's promos started early & ended early...datz y i'm slacking ard like a lazy bum! haha... well, i did real badly for promos...especially physics...i doubt i even did enuf to pass! sighz...i dun wanna drop any subjects, but to promote wif 4 subs...we need to get at least EEEO, wch means dat 1 F wld mean dat we'd hafta drop dat subject! arggh, realli not confident of passing physics.. *sob*
okok, enuf of de irritating stuff abt promos...juz wanna ask if u all are interested in hving a get-together dis hols? i've tried applying for a chalet for various dates & at various places, so dat we wld haf a better chance of getting one... so, juz wanna noe who wld be interested in going for de chalet? we cld have a bbq & have as much fun as we did last year!
meanwhile, take care & enjoy every second of your life!~
~celest~
